Sunday, September 21, 2014

You know how it feels, don't you?

You know how it feels, don't you,
To be hurt, to be neglected,
To be left, to be forgotten. 

You know how it feels, don't you,
When the one who used to love you,
Who used to be by your side,
Who used to wipe your tears,
Now makes you feel invisible.

You know how it feels, don't you,
When you listen, but nobody's talking,
When you see, but nobody's looking,
When you feel, but nobody's touching,
It is only you, and your memories.

You know how it feels, don't you,
Then why did you do this to me?
You know how it feels, don't you,
Then why do you let me stay here?

LunaLittleFairy, 2014

Perlahan-lahan, sakit!

Digenggam erat,
Tak terlepaskan,
Semakin erat,
Ibarat cengkaman,
Perlahan-lahan, sakit!

Sedikit demi sedikit,
Mulai dilepaskan,
Jatuh tak berbunyi,
Jatuhnya melayang,
Perlahan-lahan, sakit!

Lukanya tak terlihat,
Retak dek cengkaman,
Hari demi hari berlalu,
Luka retak makin lebam,
Perlahan-lahan, sakit!

Masa terus berlalu,
Tak menunggu walau sesaat,
Luka retak terus terbiar,
Lebam terus membiru,
Perlahan-lahan, sakit!

Datang membawa ubat,
Penawar untuk luka retak,
Memandang tiada senyum,
Ubat disapu aduh kasar,
Perlahan-lahan, sakit!

Datang sekejap cuma,
Lalu pergi tanpa kata,
Luka retak tiada penawar,
Tak terlihat lalu terbiar,
Perlahan-lahan, sakit!

LunaLittleFairy, 2014

Friday, September 12, 2014

Smile More

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Smile
I used to wear that smile
The smile that had gone
Long ago.

Stolen
That smile was stolen
By pain, sorrow and grief
Disappear.

Till I met someone
"You have a cute smile"
He said, "Smile more!"
And it's back.

LunaLittleFairy, 2014

Mirror

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I heard a sound,
A sound of sorrow,
A sound of tear drops.


Was she ill?
Was she hurt?
Was she in pain?
— again?


She got out of bed,
She walked toward me,
She stared at me — in grief.


"Please, be strong," she said.

Then she smiled at me,
A smile that she used to wear,
A smile that had long gone,
Thus, I smiled back at her —
full of hope.


LunaLittleFairy, 2014
Image from Ludimaginary

Saturday, September 6, 2014

Letter to Dear Future Husband

Assalamu'alaikum w.b.t.

Dear 'Adam',

How are you today? I hope you're doing really great. Although I don't know if we ever met before but I always pray for you and I hope you will find me soon.

My dear, do you ever think of being gorgeous to be a husband? Have you ever worried about what car did you ride? Or how big is your house? Or how wealthy you are?